lots of flashbacks went pass my mind these days. the hustles and bustles for the past one month. days past without me noticing. but glad that everything is back to normal.
hope to take some time off from everything so that i could spend more time for myself and do things that i like.
Mr Tan pointed put a fact that was pretty accurate. I have achieved a lot more as compared to a normal average university undergraduate. However, i shouldn't be pushing myself and trying to excel in too many things, thus diluting the quality of each activity. I actually knew what i wanted, just that i couldn't bring myself to let go of things.
i cut down my workload till once a week at ichi. The pinch was a bit hard, as i saw myself improving after going thru those pains.
But i am free-ed from harsh criticisms that dragged my morale down and had more time for myself. Sometimes i wonder if the culture of every service F&B industry is similar, whereby no proper training is given and we have to learn through scoldings after scoldings. Upper management giving conflicting SOP's, when they do not even adhere to it sometimes. But well, figured out that this applies everywhere in the working world. It's all about preparing yourself and how to handle people and situations. I had learnt to be a little more humble, tolerant, understanding my weaknesses better.
Things that i have achieved: holding trays on 2 hands and closing the most hectic station on time! =)
Sometimes i feel disturbed when people comment it as a degrading job, but guess the soft skills i had gained from there, would bring me far.
Wanted to take some time off from everything, but guess i am not given the privilege to. Afterall, i still need to feed myself. ('',) But i slowed down the pace by only having one activity per day, in particular relief teaching.
Felt i had become much more seasoned when i face a class and could handle them much better. It can be quite challenging conducting PE sessions. My first and alone todae. though not very experience handling 3 classes consecutively, but still quite satisfied in how i managed them, though there could be much room for improvement. tried handling P6 classes and had a feel of how "real teaching" is really like. Used to do baby-sitting for classes in the past, but it's definately a different experience when u are expected to teach. Well, didn't expect myself to stayed till 3:30 to mark test scripts.
my confidence started to regain these days. realised small, little things in life now that i had more time for myself. found myself a shorter path that leads me from hg station to the gym. SPC near hg stadium has more assortments of bens and jerry ice cream compared to other SPC and NTUC in the vicinity.
i see things getting better these days. After all, i never break off from the hectic cycle ever since the exchange and the depart of lengyn. It's time to take a short retreat...
P/S: Know that you are busy these days with your dance practices. Won't call to disturb you for the next few nights... stay happy and dun get so easily unhappy. i won't feel good when u are not. Pls take care of yourself...
- Location:o chi
- Mood:
accomplished
- Location:o chi
- Mood:
blah - Music:ben lai- tong en
This month definitely was one of the most hectic, yet enjoyable moments of my life. With the success of EVOLVE conference and ending of Sino exchange, my facebook started flooding with photos and my brain storing beautiful memories of china, shandong in particular. Thank you for those who had crossed paths in my life and left their nice footprints on it. Now that i am back in singapore, life has to be back to normal. Had a week of rest and was told i need not had to go for reservist.
Going for a job interview tmr. Starting work soon... Exam results almost released. Jumpstart meetings and duties flooding in. Registering for yoga classes and Jap lessons if possible. that's about all i have in my head now. And to that special person in my life, hope you could be more open to me, so that i could get to know you better. i dun really like guessing all the time, you know. Ha! =P
- Location:Home
- Mood:
chipper - Music:Jolin - Haidao
Was quite swamped the past few days, jugling with my tuition kids, Evolve meetings, my Sino exchange meeting today, and an unexpected wake. One of my elders in my dao arena met with a car accident, car with a head on collision, leaving 5 dead. I feel rather sad, experiencing air of melanchony during the cremation at mandai hills today. On the contrary, a bit jaded since my grandpa departed last Vesak Day. Everything happens for a reason. But i guess my elder would be blessed in heaven for his deeds he had done. =)
Kinda not very prepared to handle the magnitude of the conference and the exchange to china. Well, need to start mentally prepare myself... Taking IPPT this tues. Need some blessing... Agent R, start working on that if you see this! ;P
Some desperate measures outside the lab during exam fever...
Some better treatment at Garden Slug... Poached pear... favourite basil sauce with pasta!.
- Location:Home
- Mood:
excited - Music:She de - Sammi Zheng
Was lying on bed, when my tears started flowing. Haha. Have to admit am a bit weak at the moment, with all the anxieties and stress for the past few days. Agent E flashed across my mind while i was crying. Was tinking how i would be able to cope with the magnitude of being aboard at the later half of this year for GIP. Tink would miss him quite a lot and could potray the scenes at the airport.
Though my msn heading always appears "Agent E left long ago", however, i guess his presence still lingers in me somehow. He taught me how to take care of myself, how to wash my clothes to make it smell nice, appreciate life so that i would not be consumed in my own world, made me pick up jap, brought Namie Amuro songs to me, to make me stronger. i would miss those times, though now i have to put it at the back of my mind and allow someone that appreciates me more to come into my life. Though i must say, i may not be able to find another person whom i loved so deeply, but it would serve as a beautiful memory that will be locked at the bottom of my heart. =)
4 papers down. Last up, mechanics! Ganbatte... My only hopeful subject that could score an A this time round. Will jia yous!
- Location:jia
- Mood:
happy - Music:Namie Amuro - I Will
Thanks walter for colongne 101 and bringing us to yr mum's office to study yesterday!
Thanks Eugene for Namie songs... i love the classics as much as her new album!
Sam's favourite !
Thanks for those who had lent out their help in the lab during this exam period... Jia yous.
First and Second paper: electronics and Jap!
P/s : I love the pepper cheese, though it's the cheapest out of the three ;P Please dun kill me!
- Mood:
busy - Music:Namie Namie
He shared with me an interesting account of himself, but it took me quite long before i could digest the info. Bruppp!!
Apparantly, his roomie requested to move out of the room. At first i tot that it was becos he was afraid of Agent E, having realised his identity after some misfortunate events. But i was super wrong!!!!
According to Agent E, he moved out becos he was confused, and was afraid that he would fall for Agent E. Which i feel is a whole load of buaffalo shit! Ha! But well, guess would have to call duy out one day for coffee... ;P
Dunnoe if it was pure coincidence, i bumped into Agent E twice, in both cant A and B today. Well...
We would see each other again during the dry run today. Need to find topics to entertain him again. Lol...
BTW, HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY to my dearest friend, YX who i had known for 9 years. Hugs!
Dun u dare forget the money u owe me!!! Basket!
- Mood:
crazy
"Jumper" last sat with felix
"PS I love you" on thur with john.
would rate this the highest out of the 3! Worth catching... Paid 6 bucks at the cathay as they had UOB debit promo. Injected humour coupled with romance. sweet.
"Meet the spartans" today with mewkof. Dun catch it on a weekend ya? haha
went to this hong kong cafe at vivo city. food was great! would visit there some time soon.
- Mood:
sleepy - Music:Bu xiang dong de - Zhang Shao Han
Did my traditional choco fruits for my close friends and also my jap totor. Saw the happiness on their faces. Felt so warm. thanks sam for accompanying me to buy the ingredients for VDay choco fruits and helped me out with the fondue! Love the soba you made for me for dins. though it's already mid night. some pics to remember our "choco manufacturing process". =)
V Day
feeling super goggy cos slept at around 5 plus. woke up ard 9 to prepare the last minute packaging.
enjoyed the dins i had organised on that day. haha. was quite surprised managed to ask another 5 more guys out to celebrate "friendship day"! thanks agent j, mewkof, sam, jon, and not forgetting stanley for making this happen! really great having the company of u guys that nite! =) huggies!
- Location:home
- Mood:
loved - Music:Jap
will catch up with you and sam soon! really love yr new house... very cosy
- Location:Home
- Mood:
geeky - Music:Pink Key- Namie Amuro
Before i continue, need to thank the person above for giving me a relief teaching assignement last wednesday when i am so lack of money!!! Muacks!
Was having this dilemna of whether to be in the same jap class as Piggy during the second week of school, but guess i had made the right choice to keep a distance.
Afterall, he had sent quite a few blows to me in the first week of school. i need to start taking care of myself, and start treating myself better, like what Agent J says. But one thing did surprise me was Piggy got attached within 2 weeks of MIA. Felt a impacted blow to my heart when Agent J announced it to me on the day before he flew back to vietnam. But well, that's life. =)
2 Days before new year:
Celebrating ym's bdae at NIE.
Headed gym at NIE before meeting up with sam. We had a long chat with him regarding Piggy. Afterall, we are rather alike and are on the same boat. He brought me to the open space beside SAO where we faced the spectacular lightings at Jurong Island. Thanks Sam for accompanying me that night! =)
Was nt in a good state of mind at that time as i was going to squat over at Piggy's hall later as i had early lab session the next day. i did had a choice of staying either at sam's or his hall. But i chose the latter. Partly cos i did nt want our misunderstanding to go further, esp after i switched jap classes without informing him. Also, i set to reconcile our friendship before the new year, so that i could enjoy myself, without tt sticky issue in my head. And i am glad i followed my heart this time round and made that decision. Though it's inevitable tt i would miss him a bit more, like what ben has said. Have to jia you! =)
We had quite a long chat (about an hour plus?) outside the stone benches at Hall ju. I changed the contents of what i intentionally wanted to say and made it more light-hearted, casual, so that he could feel more comfortable. Afterall, i have became a master of communication after the long talks on the phone with Agent J for 10 mths? haha. And yup, i did achieve what i set out for. We did started talking and laughing after isolation for a mth. Though i could still feel some tension and uncomfortness from Piggy, but guess it should fade with time. Afterall, i was the one being betrayed, i was the one who got hurt and i am also the one who wanted to preserve this friendship. Very magnanimous i have to say, but guess, i jus didn't want to have any more regrets or lose any more friends in life. I must say i have evolved quite a lot from Agent J. And having to move on from Piggy , would be another big step and i would give myself a big pats on my back when i finally achieve it! Jia yousssss!!!
- Location:Home
- Mood:
hashbrowns? - Music:Baby Don't Cry - Namie Amuro
Before I start my blog entry, I would like to thank 3 very important people who made this trip in China safe, fun, interesting and enjoyable. Without their guidance, help and dedication along the way, this trip would have been mundane. They are none other than my lovable tour guide Joe (she’s a lady!) and our informative cum experience guide, Andy! Of cos, have also to send the greatest thank you to our coach driver, Mr Zhang, who ensured that our safety is not compromised during the trip. =)
Abstract:
Famous for it's Da Zha Xie( Hairy crab! ) - I can't eat!!!! ewwkkkkk (150RMB for a pair)
Visited the Pearl factory.
please Tilt yr head 90 degrees!
Headed back to the hotel. Went to Internet bar at 11 plus. Our midnight supper: Fried Nian Gao =P
The Best crackers and chips u can get in town!
- Location:Home
- Mood:
content
25th Dec
Ever since i made the decision to stay on, i knew i had to make an effort to tie up ends of the rope which i had previously left loosened. New Year’s Resolution would be to reconcile relationships with Agent J, Agent E, Cedric and my platoon mates... I started off with the simplest but one which had bothered me for the past 8 months.
It was good that I had used this one week to sort out some feelings in China and am glad that i had moved on from Agent J completely. We went out for a bowling session that night and had quite a long heart to heart chat, which we were deprived of for the last 2 1/2 mths. Am glad the misunderstandings and factors tt kept us apart has been resolved, and we could rekindle our friendship. But this was not without it's cost. Well, solved this problem and created another accidentally. But guess this one would be a little tricky as it depends if i could recover fully from the trauma of that incident.
26th Dec (boxing day)
Growing fat.... So i decided that i should go for my routine swim to keep myself in shape. Did 24 laps today and my whole body ached like hell lor! Haha...Must admit that I am old alreadi! Went to measure my weight, hit one of my lowest record again. (62.7kg). Guess the stress from the past one week contributed to the weight loss when i was in Shanghai. Spoke to Ben today. His results were out. Got an A- average. First class honours! Basket… Haha... But kinda expected... But well, mine will be out on friday! We shall see if lady luck smiles on me this time round then!
27th Dec
The time now is 0420 hrs. Sitting in the McDonald's at East Coast Park using the free Internet service here ;P Me and Xing just completed our night cycling journey. We took approximately 7 hours 40 minutes to complete the National Park Connector route which was about 30 odd kilometres. Not a very glamourous timing to boast about, but well, it was rather shiok and enjoyable as we took our own sweet time for the journey!
We started off at 2040hrs. Rented our bikes at the usual bike store beside an open concept restaurant. Was kinda surprise that that the rental was only 8 bucks. Haha...expected sth much more, considering we are renting the bikes overnight and the uncertainties that the bikes may never return for some reason or another ;P Seriously speaking, i didn't know where to go, and it was till Xing took out his Park connectors map, then i realised he actually had an agenda as to where to do.
We started quite slow, reaching our first check point, the NSRCC (Chalet For NS personnel) at 11. We cycled a bit further, to hit the incoming/outgoing airplane runway. Layed our bikes near the lamp post n blatantly sashayed towards the runway to see planes flew and touched down. Wanted to take a picture of planes taking off …
Basket! One plane flew off when i was drinking my "Long Jing" Tea. And i just stood there pointing at it and before i realise my grave mistake, the plane was already in the air! Tired of waiting, we decided to hop on our "exciting" and "amazing" journey planned by our great mastermind...
Having cycled a few kilometres, we reached a spilt junction and xing hinted to head towards the direction of Changi Park connector. He was quite amazed by the fact that there were actually 3 ferry terminals in the connector itself and kept pestering me for a reason. I was just wondering if i had answers printed on the face cos he was not the first person who does that. =X We reached SAF ferry Terminal at around 2330hrs. Time flies fast. In retrospect, i never did had a chance to take a good look at the ferry terminal when i was a recruit.
All i could think at that point of time was sian, gotta book in and kena tekan again. Snapped a few photos there and the warrant officer came out to delete my pictures. Well, typical SAF protocol. But i still managed to took a few photos ard the vicinity. Was kinda suprised that there were ppl pitching tents nearby, embracing the incoming sea breeze with their loved ones. We rode to the end of the Changi Park connector and slacked around at Changi village. Walked past a few nasi lemak stores, but me being vegetarian, so no choice. Haha. Can also prevent me from getting bahs bahs further and being called hippo by piggy!
Next, we went upslope, riding past Aloha Resort & charlet for the civil servants, and managed to snaked out to Changi Air base(West) Time check: 0000 hrs
We cycled down Pasir Ris Park connector, reaching Down Town East at 0045hrs. Got lost for the first time. Unsure where to proceed. Xing took out his Park Connector map and hinted we need to proceed to Tampines Park Connector. So we cycled into the nearby park nt knowing what to expect. Accidentally found a mid night fishing spot for the residents staying nearby. Haha. Found another plausible midnite hang out. True enough, at the end of Pasir Ris Park, we found Tamp Park connector. From there, we grilled our way through Sun plaza park, along the MRT lines, reaching tampines mall at 0145 hrs. At the end of tampines park connector to sun plaza, we passed this interestingly, remarkable long winding bridge! Although i could say, there are more bridges to expect, but this one is super long! With 4 L bridge joining together.
Nite life: Fishing at Pasir Ris Park
A rather eye opener to me, to see skaters and roller bladders in Sun Plaza Park at such wee hours. Haha. Active night life sia...
Skaters at Sun Plaza Park
There were many discontinuation linking the Park Connectors. We encountered the first one at a bridge around some ulu HDB estates in between Tampines and Bedok. We took quite a while before we found out where to head. Just in case any of you guys out there experience the same prob in the near future, cross the bridge and you will see the connection continues. Do not attempt to take the route to Bedok North! Distance check at this point! 8.24km to go!
Next up, was the Siglap Park Connector. But first, you have to overcome the most challenging path of all - The Bedok Park connector! Haha... Enjoy getting lost in there.=)
Nevertheless, after the long search and a tiring detour to avoid crossing the bridge, we got to enjoy down slopes!!! Yupee! Got to see a condo that twinkled in the night. It was really cool! We reached to Kembangan experiencing light drizzles... Feng Shui there wasn’t very good! Xing's sterring wheel got slanted and i had to kick it back in place for him. Just when i was about to continue, his wheels chain got loose. Haha... Had a fun time messing around with the chain with my hands tinted with black unremovable mud inks!
As usual, the Park connectors sign boards went missing again. This time round, we took a long time before we found the missing link! Cycled past a Caltex Station(Frankel Road branch) and the cashier was kind enough to give us direction. Blessed with luck, we made a final right turn ,somewhere near CHIJ Katong girls before finding the missing connector link. Haha. I tot i found the link by luck, but as usual Xing had already figured out to take the right turn from the Park Connectors map, but just didn't voice out, like when we were in Hong Kong... Grrr.. Always trying to test my patience! We hit East Coast at around 0410. Locked our bikes and chaos to the McDonalds nearby. Dang! Damn cold now lor, after blogging for an hour plus. Xing already cmi liao. Okie... gtg. Or will become frezzy hippo!
- Location:Samuel's house
- Mood:
tired - Music:Zhuo Pie Zi- Su Hui Lun
Five more to go
- Mood:
confused
